timeless happyness is destruction

I dont really care whether I am one day surrounded by a big multitude and next day am all left alone in pure sollitude. I enjoy both scenarios, for I think they both are as meaningul. I just would hate choosing one over the other. Noise over silence? Tranquility over euphoria? Really? Is that what this is all about? What would you do? What CAN you do anyway? They will come and they will at any point given in life without prior notice. It is not up to YOU regardless of how you think it SHOULD be. Happy moments, sad moments; they both must be accepted and be taken as one because (quick reminder) there is only one life we have. No need to be seen as choices, then. The only choice we ever have is to keep living no matter what. If you only rely on one condition, one day you may feel surprised on how vulnerable you´ve become. One day you will want to be happy while being sad and you will lose the best opportunity to grow while you were on that state. Another day you will be as happy and reasons to be as happy but deep inside there will be a sad deep feeling trying to release that will kill just for the sake of "a happy state of mind at all times". And so on you will continue missing opportunities while you think you are having a wonderful life full of "happy moments". Is that what life is? Do we just have to wipe things out so that it shines endlessly? Time and nature would disagree with that. Time proves us wrong for there are times for everything and you must accept process as much as seasons to go through. Whether we like it or not, as long as we live in this planet, both time and space will always be upon us. And there is not such thing to escape from those. You can fake it and it will last for a while but dont expect it will make any radical impact. It will end. It will destroy you the more you try to walk away from such truth. 

So, my conclussion: Dont worry about being or not being happy. Worry about being so busy so that you need not to think about it, at all. That is a motto to live for, and worth fighting for.


version 2

No thought is as manipulatively, as destructive as wanting to be HAPPY -at all times. I read this a lot. I see this a lot. "Whatever makes you happy, Daniel". No, no AND NO. I don't really care whether I am one day surrounded by a big multitude and next day am all left alone in pure sollitude. I enjoy both scenarios, for I think they both are as meaningul. I just would hate choosing one over the other.

Noise over silence? Tranquility over euphoria? Really? Is that what this is all about? What would you do, then? What CAN you do anyway? Those moments will come and they will at any point given in life without prior notice. It is not up to YOU regardless of how you think it SHOULD be. Happy moments, sad moments; they both must be accepted and be taken as one because (quick reminder) there is only one life we have. No need to be seen as choices, then. The only choice we ever have is to keep living no matter what.

If you only rely on one condition, then one day you may feel surprised on how vulnerable you've become. One day you will want to be happy while being sad but you will lose the best opportunity to grow while you were on that state. Another day you will have as much reasons to be happy though deep inside there will be a genuine sad feeling trying to be released and you will prefer killing it -just for the sake of "a happy state of mind at all times". And so on you will continue missing opportunities while you think you are having a wonderful life full of "happy moments". Is that what life is? Do we just have to wipe things out so that it shines endlessly? Time and nature would disagree with that. Time proves us wrong for there are times for everything and you must accept processes as much as seasons to go through. Whether we like it or not, as long as we live in this planet, both time and space will always be upon us. And there is not such thing to escape from time and space. You can fake it all you want, and it will last for a while but don't expect it will make any long-lasting radical impact. It will end. It will destroy you the more you try to walk away from such truth.

So, my conclusion: Don't worry about being or not being happy. Worry about being so busy so that you need not to think about it, at all. That is a motto to live for, and worth fighting for.